Even though I have literally no watchers, I kind of want to let my feelings out.
SOOOOOOO, in case no one knows, I am (1) still in school, and (2) spend 10+ hours on table tennis every week, plus a bunch of other activities. But I felt motivated recently when I found artists here and on Instagram. I feel SOOO inspired by their artwork and skill, and I immediately thought "I want to be like them!" But my grades in school have been a little...lower than ideal, and I feel like I have no time to do anything AT ALL. And what's making it worse is that table tennis has been taking up so much of my energy. Recently I've been having a rough season an